I thought I was over this...depression help?

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Um, okay. MedlinePlus I posted several questions on this site and on depression. MedlinePlus But I still need help. I guess I have to give a little background on my situation .... MedlinePlus MedlinePlus At first I was not sure whether or not I suffer from depression. That question is still ... but, I do not know. I think I've finally come to accept that I should be able to be happy. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus I have all the symptoms: MedlinePlus MedlinePlus -Wanting to sleep all the time MedlinePlus -Feeling wanted to mourn at various times during the day (no apparent reason) MedlinePlus -Extreme stress MedlinePlus Low self-esteem MedlinePlus -Insulation. MedlinePlus - Thoughts of suicide. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus I became even more depressed when I realized exactly what I was doing to myself. I was away all my loved ones ... when in fact, it was something in my life that need them most. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus I became very involved with an online forum where I met my old friends. It was as if, the moment the internet was my life. It was like if the outside world is so cruel ... is so difficult to treat, why should I? MedlinePlus anymore? So I gave up. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus I was really well-liked in this forum, and it seemed best friend with them than with my family and my friends from school. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus As proabbly I can tell, my isolation promoted. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus So ..... things started to get even worse. My online friends that I had been talking for months, kept going. Not connected already, and somehow just stopped talking. So, there I was ... lonely and pathetic. I realized that I had no one left. No my friends from school, and he had decided to ignore the outside world .. not my family ... and my internet friends that I had begun to count for any stictch of happiness. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus That's when I decided to try and improve. So I searched online advice and did everything that was recommended. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus I tried to make me smile more, because even though I was not really happy, it felt good to have people think I was .. MedlinePlus I also began to call the few friends that I had more often. I met more friends, listen to music (happy music, sad music no darkness that had been listening before), I started running again .... MedlinePlus and stay away from the computer. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus Improves. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus Actually I think I did. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus For about two months ... I cried less, slept easier .... MedlinePlus I dread school so much, and I made a new friend. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus I was ... a little happy. For a little while. Now I'm back to the way it was before ... and it really hurts. Not only will one day return. I notcied slowly creeping back. But this time I could not fix it. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus so do not really know how to word my question. MedlinePlus MedlinePlus I guess I want to know if this is normal? Can anyone really be cured in this way .... someone can get rid of your depression for a short period of time? MedlinePlus MedlinePlus because I'm honestly very confused. I really do not know what else to do. I have only 14 ..... and I've been dealing with this for about two years. I have not told anyone yet, since I'm pretty sure my friends and family do not take too well my suicidal thoughts. MedlinePlus Just .. guhh. Help? I know this is very long, but I'd appreciate it.
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